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Showing posts with label blog. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

WHY I AM NOT AN AUTHORPRENEUR

If the meaning of entrepreneur is a person who sets up a business or businesses, taking on financial risks in the hope of profit.

Then an authorpreneur would be a writer who sets up a business for their writing career, taking on financial risks in the hope of profit.


I'll be honest with you. That's not me.

I like to write. I like to put my stories out there for people to read. And yes, I do rather enjoy when I can make a little money from it. But in the end, if I'm going to be truly honest with myself, earning enough to support myself and my family isn't the ultimate goal.

If it were, then I would be out there doing all the things a self published author is supposed to do in order to sell their books.

But I'm not.

Most importantly because I'm at a point in my life where I am unwilling to take even the smallest of financial risks.

I'm in my mid 40's. I'm married. I have three kids. I have a dog and a cat. I work two jobs. My wife works one job. We can pay our bills. I'm not going to put any of that at risk.

But still, I like to write.

So I do what I can with what I have.

Now, I'm going to say a few things that tend to make some self published authors angry.

First off, I don't use an editor. I can't afford one. Yes, there are people that will tell you that there are alternatives. Such as trading services. Maybe there is something I can do for a struggling editor so that they will edit my book. Well, as stated above, I work two jobs. I barely have time to write. I can't add other tasks to my list because in the end, I do need to sleep.

So yes. I have books out there for sale that have only been edited by me.

And with the exception of Holliday's Gold, I do my own covers. Because again, I can't afford it. Holliday's Gold was lovingly donated by Harold C. Jennett, and I thank him for that.

So why would those two statements make some self published authors angry? Because, there are folks out there that feel that if you aren't willing to invest in your "craft" then you shouldn't even bother. They feel that we pollute the electronic book shelves out there and make it harder for them.

And that's probably true. But I've found that I don't care.

Well, I do care. I'm not a monster. But, I have just as much right to put my stuff out there as they do.

Now, not all self published authors feel this way. I've seen many that encourage those of us with no money to do all that we can within our means and put our stuff out there. And that's what I'm doing.

But I'm not doing it in the hopes of making a career selling books.

I don't like saying that, however, because I feel that people will get the impression that since I'm not writing to make a career out of it, that I don't care enough to write the best stories I can write. Well, that's just silly.

I love writing and love it when people read what I have written. But most of all, I love when people read what I've written and enjoy it. So why would I put crap out there on purpose?


And don't get me wrong. This isn't a Down With the Authorpreneur post because I think the Authorpreneur is an amazing person. Some of these people are making more money, doing it themselves, then if they got signed to a book deal by a big publisher. And they own everything they write.

That's amazing. If you are one of these people then keep on keeping on.

This also isn't a Feel Sorry For Me Because I'm Poor post. Because I'm not poor. I'm happy. What else can I ask for?

No, this is just me finally admitting to myself that when it all comes down to it, when all the cards are on the table, I'm not, nor will I ever be, an authorpreneur. And I'm okay with that.

See, here's the thing. A few years back I decided that I needed to really take this writing thing seriously. So I started listening to all the podcasts and reading all the books and blog posts. Everything from the act of writing, to formatting a book for publication, to how to best market and sell your book. And, for me, it's all just a bit too much. I don't have the time, nor the resources to fully devote myself to making this a full fledged business.

So I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing. Writing and publishing my way, with what I have available. And hey, maybe I'll sell a couple off books along the way.


Friday, June 22, 2018

WHY I LOVE HUMAN DISASTER BY MIKAL KHILL

I just got the following email from nerdcore rapper, Mikal kHill:


Human Disaster is two years old!


My best (and possibly most slept on?) album, Human Disaster, 50% off for the next 5 days with the coupon code bawlingoutofcontrol

Produced entirely by myself and featuring musical contributions from Andy Weant, Jessamine Thursday & Cecil Decker and collaborations with friends like Ceschi, Tribe One, Sulfur & more. Probably my darkest work, an extremely personal record that marks the longest I have *ever* taken worked on a single release.

Hit up https://mikalkhill.bandcamp.com to grab the record and use the code at checkout.

And so, in order to join in on the celebration, I thought I'd repost my review of the album from back then. Here you go:


The following was originally posted on November 28, 2016.


I just finished listening to Mikal kHill's newest release, Human Disaster. Twice, actually . . . in a row.

Having done so, I wanted to share my thoughts.

Now, I've probably said this before, but when it come to reviewing something, be it a television show, movie, comic, album, or book, I'm not very good at it. I know what I love, I'm just not all that great of explaining why I love it. But I'm going to do my best here. Just know this one simple fact. Human Disaster is a great album and I am a big fan of Mikal KHill.

And there's a reason I'm a fan . . . dude can write.


Before I get into the LP, for those not aware of who Mikal kHill is, here's his bio from Bandcamp:

I make nerdcore rap about videogames, zombies, and feeling bad.

Co-creator of the Browncoats Mixtape & Slytherin Mixtape with Adam WarRock. 1/4th of NOFRIENDS. Founder of the ThoughtCriminals.

Straight from the gate, track one, Badlands, the beat booms out of my ear buds and I can't help but bob my head.

The beat/music is a big thing for me. I mean, you can have great lyrics, you can rhyme with the best of them, but if you're doing all that on top of weak beats then I'm never going to hear word one.

I don't know if he writes all the beats and music himself, but Mikal kHill has some of the best beats in the business. I mean, maybe it's my ear buds, but this album straight up thunders in my ears.

Take track five, Daddy Works. The beat is simple, but elegant. It proves what I've been saying for a long time (not here, but I have been saying it): Less is more. Not always, you have to do it right, and Mikal kHill does it spot on with this track.

And the lyrics? Well, I'll use Daddy Works again. I'm a father of three, and I work two jobs, meaning I'm not around as much as I'd like. Daddy Works hits me on so many levels and the song makes me want to jump in my car and speed home.

Another track that stands out to me is Spent our Lives on Fire featuring Tribe One. This one may very well be my favorite song on the album.

A common theme of Nerdcore rap is sharing the spotlight. Meaning, guest rappers and/or singers. And Human Disaster has it's fair share.

Tribe One, Ceschi Ramos, cecilnick of Autocorrect, Sulfur, Clara Bizna$$, Shane Hall, and RUUNE all send some time with Mikal kHill on this LP. Tribe One and Sulfur are two of my favorite Mikal kHill colaborators. The others, I'm encountering for the first time on this album, but I'm going to be keeping an eye out for them.

So there it is, my thoughts on Human Disaster. Why do I love it? Because it hits all my buttons for rap: Great lyrics, rhymes, flows, beats, and music.

If you're a fan of rap music, you should check out Human Disaster.

You can preview it here by clicking this link.

Or just click the album cover: